Mar 12th, 2008
More Crying Games
Enough already! Anyone that reads my blog can tell I’m a little bit drama. Okay, a lot drama. Not something I’m proud of. I envy those strong women that rarely shed a tear. I know quite a few of them. I often keep them in my circle of friends, to ground me, to remind me that it’s not all that bad. I also surround myself with some cryers so I don’t feel so crazy.
So I cried about my first born last Thursday. Today I wake up to a mean e-mail in my inbox that left me crying all morning, jumping to conclusions about she said/she said. I spent the morning on the phone apologizing, inquiring, and blubbering. Really it wasn’t all that bad when I got right down to the bottom of it. I’m so furious with myself for wasting my morning crying. Especially since once I start it’s hard to stop no matter what conclusions I come to. And to all those ladies that I wept to, (you blessed angels) thanks for not judging me. I’m really over the incident.
I hope I can blame part of my dramatics on pregnancy? I have to stop embarassing myself with this stuff. I hope I’m not this way before and after my babies although it’s hard to remember at the moment. Please bless. Because I really can’t stand myself with puffy red eyes. It makes all my blemishes even more apparent.
Good Enough
Heck yeah it’s the pregnancy! Your hormones are out of whack. Your body is working overtime to create another human being. I’m sure you’re not sleeping as well. And it’s all around stressful to bring another person into the world!!
I hope you get feeling better soon… ((hugs))
Hey there Eve!
OMG it’s totally the pregnancy hormones… believe me! I could cry at the drop of a hat these days… it’s crazy! I know it’s easy to say… but relax. Sit down. And know that your body is in overdrive right now working on a baby!
I love how honest you are… it’s so refreshing!
Best,
Audrey
I’ve only gotten in 4 really bad fights with my mother in law…and I have 4 children, go figure. I feel your pain.
Prego hormones are just horrible. I always do really silly things like cry about everything and feel sensitive about it all when I’m knocked up. At least you’re lucky enough to know about it and blame it. Seriously, do. It’s OK because it’s real.
Much loves to you, Eve!
Hang in there!
Just wait until the baby is born! About 4 days after the baby is born, the post-partum blues hit. It’s caused by the hormones shifting, but that’s hard to remember when you are crying your eyes out for 2 days straight. Fortunately, it goes away.